Teri baho me maine jannat dekhi hai...

Its been a long time since I penned down something in here. I always try to write something deep which can touch your soul. I want that whenever you learn certain lines of my poem, you are moved by them. I always try to arrange the words in particular way so that I can evoke feelings in you. This time I have written a “Gazal” and I would like to dedicate this Gazal to a special person in my life, the person who is going to become my life partner, the person who makes me realize that Love actually exists. Life actually looks beautiful when he is with me.

Sanjay---This one is for you.

Teri baaho me maine jannat dekhi,
Tere aane ki aahat me dil kahta hai,
Tere aane ki aahat me dil kahta hai,
Tune mujhko jeene ki ik wajah de di hai,

Teri baho me maine jannat dekhi hai.
Sun sko to,dhadkano ko,mere humdum,
Sun sko to,dhadkano ko,mere humdum,
Maine dil ki,her ek dhadkan tere naam ki hai.

Teri baho me maine jannat dekhi hai.
Hota hai pyaar,maine jana ,tujhko paakar,
Hota hai pyaar,maine jana ,tujhko paakar,
Tune meri, husrato ko manzil di hai.

Teri baho me maine jannat dekhi hai.
Dhoondhti kyu ye nigaahe tera chehra
Dhoondhti kyu ye nigaahe tera chehra
Mere dil ne ,tere dilse ye shikayut ki hai.
Teri baho me maine jannat dekhi hai.

Childhood-The best time of my life

Hi Friends,

This time I have written something on childhood.Childhood is the best part of our life. There were no responsibilites, no burden. We were free to do anything.We went to school, made friends, completed our homework, played so many games.That was totally a different world for us.Now we all have grown up with our body and mind but we have lost the child in our heart.This poem would remind you your childhood memories once again and I would say "I want to live that childhood once again".Pease leave your comments if it either looks good or bad to you.

Hai khfa khfa sa aaj mujhse, wo har waqt mere sath rhta tha,

Meri parchai thi wo ya tha wo mera aks,Jo har waqt mujhse baate krta tha,

Hai ho gya wo gum kahin kisi bheed me,

Wo to mera masoom sa, pyara sa bachpan hua krta tha.

Jahaan har sapna sachaa lagta tha,

Jahaan har lamha apna lagta tha,

Jahaan har ghar me sukoon dikhta tha,

Har dil me ek chaahat,ek junoon dikhta tha.

Jahaan har waqt mai apne guruur, apne hi dhun me rhta tha,

Mitti se khelta tha,baarish ki boondo ki masti me bheega rhta tha,

Jahaan chaand taaro se mai baatein krta tha,

Titlio ko pakadta tha, har waqt khushio me lipta rhta tha

Jahaan pahli baar maine hath pakad kr chalna seekha tha,

Jahaan hr baar rota tha, har baar gir kr sambhalna seekha tha,

Jahaan na koi takleef thi, na koi gum rhta tha,

Har waqt har ghadi mai mata pita k saaye me mehfuz rhta tha

Aaj badaa ho gya hu mai,

Nazaane kiske pass hu ,magar haan apno se door ho gya hu mai,

Aaj to bheed me bhi akela hu mai,

Bachpan me to tanhai me bhi melaa lagta tha.

Talaash-The search of Happiness

Hi Friends,
This time I have not written only a poem but I have tried to give words to some thoughts.Its about the search of happiness.Nobody knows where this happiness actually resides.Their are different shades of happiness.For parents,watching their child growing in good manner gives them happiness, For lovers,presence of their love makes them feel good,For poor, having little amount of money and food gives happiness.But their are some people who have everything in life but still they are not happy because what exactly they want in life is still missing.Only that missing thing can give true happiness to them.Here I have described a character who has everything in life but still not happy, still searching for true happiness.Please go through my blog and leave your comments.



Talaash-The search of Happiness

Kai husrate hai dil me, Jane kiski talaash hai
Kyu mann bechain hai, Jane kiski talaash hai

Kyu anjane se khwab dikhati hai zindagi,
Kyu anchua sa ehsas krati hai zindagi,
Kyu karwate badalta hai jeevan ka har pal
Nazane meri kis parchai se meri mulakat krati hai zindagi
Ye zindagi hi to hai jo mujhe dhoop aur chaanv ka fark btati hai
Shayad mujhe meri zindagi me ek hasin zindagi ki hi talaash hai.

Kyu bhatak rha hai mann abhi bhi,
Kyu khushio k moti nhi piro pa rhi mai,
Kyu sapne poore hokr bhi adhoore hai,
Kyu zindagi me khwaabo ki abhi bhi kami hai,
Shayad mujhe meri zindagi me sooraj ki kirno ki tarah falne wali roshini ki hi talaash hai.

Kyu khwabo me zindagi ko talaash kr rhi hu mai.Jab aankh band krti hu to aisa lagta hai kisi doosri duniya me aa gyi hu.Aisi duniya jo ekdum alag,ekdum adbhut,kalpanaa se pare hai.Ek aisi duniya jo achi bhi hai magar bhyanak bhi, ek aisi duniya jise jine ka mann bhi karta hai magar darr lagta hai k agar ye hkihat hoti to kya gazab ho jata.
Aisa lag rha hai jaise mai kuch paane k lie bhaag rhi hu, magar kya pana chahti hu, kis cheez ki talaash kr rhi hu mujhe khud nhi pta, magar ye sach hai k mujhe kuch pana hai.Aisa lagta hai mano jaise us cheez k mai jitna kreeb jati hu , wo mujhse utna hi door jati hai. Aisa lagta hai jaise khule aakash me ek azaad panchi uad rha hai aur mai ek hirun ki tarah bhaag rhi hu mano jaise us panchi ko nhi, us panchi ki parchai ko pakadna chahti hu.jabki mujhe ye pta hai k parchai ko to koi nhi pakad sakta aur wo panchi to aakash me kitni hzaaro meel ki uchai pr uad rha hai .Magar mera mann nhi maan rha.kitni pagal hu mai. Aur jab neend khulti hai to aisa lagta hai jaise sapno k saare moti bikhar se gaye ho.Ye sach hai k hwa ko koi nhi choo sakta, pani ko koi nhi pakad sakta, sagar ki lahro ko koi nhi maap sakta magar mai apni zindagi jrur talaash kroongi.Mujhe pta hai mera mann ashaant hai,khush nhi hu mai jab saari khushiya hai mere pass.Mujhe ab un shabdo ki talaash hai jo shayad meri zindagi se dhoomil se gye hai. Mayoosi k ghere me ghir se gyi hu mai.Sab kuch hai mere pass magar fir bhi mai akelepan ki zanzir me jakad si gyi hu. mujhe us din ka intezaar hai jis din mai khush mann se kah sku apne aap se, apni aatma se k haan mai bhi khush hu. Maine bhi zindagi jeena ka maksad talaash kr lia hai aur ab manzil bhi mil jayegi.
"Han , Ab Mai Bhi Apni Zindagi Se Khush Hu".

Its all because of Luck

Hi All,
This time I have written something different, something sad but still I tried to describe the real pain.We all have pains in our life. We always curse our luck.Again this poem is about a character who has lost everything in her life, who has lost her parents, her family, her friends, her love and at last but not the least her LUCK.She always ask a question to God " GOD !! Why did you choose me for this pain?? I am also your child. But she smiles and says "I will bear this pain with smile on my face" .
The name of my poem is "Its all because of Luck".It may touch you somewhere, may relate your thoughts with your real life because we all curse our luck sometimes whenever we face a bad time in life.
Please leave your comments (either good or bad ) after reading this poem.


Na gila hai mujhe kismat se,
Na shikwa hai mujhe kismat se,
Khushi ke jhoko ne meri ruh ko kabhi chua hi nhi,
Jaane mili ye kaisi baddua hai mujhe kismat se.

Kabhi dil se khilkhila kr hsa karti thi,
Kabhi khushboo ki tarah mehka krti thi,
Naazane kb chupke se khfa ho gyi ye zindagi mujhse,
Apne aap se hi aaj chupa hua raaz hu mai kismat se.

Choot gya hai wo saath jo kabhi mujhe mila tha,
Mit gya hai wo ehsaas jo jabhi kisi ko choone se mujhe hua tha
Gum ho gye hai wo sapne jo kabhi taaro ki tarah chamakte the,
Andhkaar me bhujhta hua chiraag hu mai kismat se.

Nahi hoti umeed mujeh ab lehro ki saagar se,
Nahi hoti takleef mujhe ab dhukho ki gaagar se,
Kar li hai dosti maine ab ashko k badal se,
Jo kabhi khuli hi nhi aisi band kitaab hu mai kismat se.

Dil bhar aaya hai aaj mera, ho gayi hai aankhen meri num,
Kyu lagta hai daaman me mere khuda ne di hai khushiya itni km,
Mitana chahti hu un lakiro ko jo khichi hai meri hatheli me,
Naazane kab hoga khatm ye zindagi ka safar, tohfe me mila intezaar hai mujhe kismat se.

A Moment of LOVE

Hi All,

This is my next attempt. Now this time I have imagined one character named "Maria" who has fallen in love and also knows that she is going to miss her beloved, so this is the moment when she can express her love and tell her beloved that how much she loves him.This is the moment when she wants to remind her beloved the time they spent together.She knows that she would never get that person ever in her life so she is requesting that person to love her for a moment so that she can remember his touch till death.The name of my poem is "A moment of LOVE". Please leave your comments if it looks either good or bad to you..


Ek pal k lie hi sahi , kyu takdir se tujhe churane ko jee chahta hai,
Ek pal k lie hi sahi, kyu tera pyaar paane ko jee chahta hai,
Kash ek pal k lie khuda meherbaan ho jae mujh per is kadar
K haan, ek pal k lie hi sahi apne aap ko khushnaseeb bnane ko jee chahta hai

Ek pal k lie hi sahi, is pyaar me jeena chahti hu,
Ek pal k lie hi sahi,teri saanso ko choona chahti hu,
Bsa hai tera pyaar meri nus nus me is kadar
K aaj , ek pal k lie hi sahi tujhe apna bnana chahti hu

Ek pal k lie hi sahi mera hath tham aur apni aankhen band kr,
Ek pal k lie hi sahi jo lamhe bitaye the humne sath me use yaad kr
Jab lagti thi chot tujhe to hota tha dard mujhe is dil me
K aaj ek pal k lie hi sahi tujhe gale lgane ko jee chahta hai

Nahi hai dukh mujhe k door ho gya hai tu aaj mujhse,
Sadaa tu khush rhe yhi dua krti hu mai hmesha rab se,
Khushnaseeb hu mai k tujhse mujhe pyaar ka ehsas hua,
Khushnaseeb hu mai k is pyaar ne mujhe bhi chua,
Ek pal k lie hi sahi tujhse tujhe churane ko jee chahta hai
K aaj ek pal k lie hi sahi,tujhe apni is aakhiri khwayish se mulakat krane ko jee chahta hai

Hu gum mai apne aap me is kadar

Hi All,

I have written a poem in which i have expressed a power, a strength through which i can do anything in life.Please go through my poem and leave your comments if it looks good to you.The name of poem is "Hu gum mai apne aap me is kadar"...


Hu gum mai apne aap me is kadar
k ehsas nhi mujhe kisi dukh ka
tlaash rhi hu khushio k sagar ko
k darr nhi ab mujhe doobne ka

Hai tapish mere iraado me , mere jazzbo me is kadar
jana hai mujhe aasmaa se aage
chooni hai mujhe jeet ki har uchaai
chahe chalna pde mujhe kaanto pr

Hai aag hi aag mujhme is kadar
k sooraj ko bhi mai jla doo
hai roshini se bhi tez mere irade
chahu to sookhi jameen ko bhi mai bagbaan bna doo

Hai ehsaas mujhe ruh k tadapne ka is kadar
k apni khwaisho ko bhi mai dba doo
hai phool se bhi jada komal mera dil
chaahu to is dil ko pat-ther bna doo

Hai talwar se bhi tez meri soch
hai hwa se bhi tez mujhme kashish
hai bhra pyaar mujhme is kadar
chaahu to murti ko insaan bna doo

Hai taakat meri duaao me is kadar
k marne waale ko jeena seekha doo
hai ghoonj mere aansuo k dard ki is kadar
chahu to khuda ko bhi mai rona seekha doo